so me, my sister and my dad decided watching it again.
and then there were the scenes when Bonnie is playing….
and my dad said
Let’s see, we’re on Day Four of this 30 day NSFW challenge. I hope everyone is enjoying them so far! I usually don’t do so well in sticking with these types of things, but it’s nice to do some type of writing everyday: it’s like brain/writing exercises… only naughty ones?
So, on to the next one!
Day Four: Masturbation
Warnings: Urm… *points up* Oh, and strap-ons and… things. And a bit of humor? I think some parts are funny? Ha ha? I dunno anymore -_-
snowburntt asked: envy
Something I wish I was better at:
I wish I was better at not falling into a deep depression when things don’t go my way. Like, when I get a rejection letter, I just stop, I just sit there, I suddenly think it’s all over, that this whole writing dream was a waste after all, that it won’t get anywhere. I’m learning, though. I’ve actually learned to just roll with the depression, give myself a day to feel sad and pathetic, and my partner will go out and get me chicken nuggets, sometimes we’ll go out for a drive, just… do goofy things to cheer me up so when I wake up the next day I’m ready to try again.
I wish I was better at selling myself. That’s really hard. Sending in those query letters, trying to sell myself and my story, make it worth it for someone to pick up. The words need to speak for themselves, yes, but I wish I was better at spinning them together sometimes, and putting together an awesome letter that says, “Hey, I’m worth your time, give me a chance. I know I’m new at this, but I will take you into this world that you will never forget.”
I wish I was better at realizing the things I have accomplished so far, but I usually focus on the now which is: jobless, unpublished, sad faced. But, you know, I need to be better at realizing that my partner and I are doing just fine. She’s been working OT, I’ve been keeping our shop up, things have been selling well, I’ve been getting us tables at conventions (most recently ACEN which is phenomenal and a great opportunity). And I’m not nearly as miserable as I was at GameStop, that’s worth everything to me, and I have potential jobs coming in. But there’s this feeling of failure, and I wish I could see that as bad as it feels, things will work out, I’m in a better place now, and I just need to keep going.
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so me, my sister and my dad decided watching it again.
and then there were the scenes when Bonnie is playing….
and my dad said
OK guys story time with Chibi.
So like everyone else in the world, I cried hardcore with this movie. When it came out I was already done with college, but I remembered, o.k.? I have a bunch of stuffed animals at home, and I had to pick what I wanted to take to college with me, and I just… the first year I came back home for the holidays I discovered that my dad still had the ones I didn’t pick, he still does have them now, waiting for me to be able to live somewhere where I can hold all of them (there’s a bunch, like, my crazy house dream is to have a room called “The Animal Safari” with all my babies I know I’m weird).
But when this movie came out on blu ray, my partner and I went to her parent’s house to watch it because they hadn’t seen it. I think, at this point, we were finally on good terms with each other. But anyhow, her parents aren’t terrible emotional. Not a bad thing, but like… my parents are dorks and huggers and criers, her parents aren’t. So we’re watching Toy Story 3, and I had already seen it like… 3 times by then? And I still get misty eyed at the end, because I still remember, you know? But when the movie was over I looked over and her mom was crying, and I kinda smiled, because you know she isn’t terribly emotional like I said.
But I knew in that moment that she remembered what it was like to see her baby go, too. And you know, she was looking at us, because my partner is her oldest and her only girl, who’s with a girl, and I know in the beginning that was a huge deal but we were getting over it. But I feel like she was looking at us and kind of realizing that her baby had made her decision and was sticking with it.
Like a year or so later (I think) we started looking at houses and her mother proved wholeheartedly that she was supportive by giving us the downpayment we needed (we had a bunch of money saved but not enough, so she was like, “How much do you need?”)
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Cockradar.
Cockchibi. How kawaii desu ne.
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There’s even a cute Rise with this group I suddenly have become fond of. Stop with the perfect cosplay I can’t even…
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My partner and I haven’t been to ACEN in years, and have never gone as artists – always attendants. But next year, we get to go as artists!
I managed to get in in time to get us a table when it opened (which was like, a 15 minute window). So if you’re planning on going to the biggest anime con in the Midwest next year, I’ll be there with a table yay!
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