I'm so paralyzed by fear right now I can barely function. Getting up to go get food is an achievement. I worked so hard and put all of my heart and soul to get where I was, and then because of my anxiety I got dismissed. The fuck do I do now? Where do I go from here? Seeing people in my program who've gone on to get awesome jobs while I sit there unable to sleep at night and paranoid just makes me feel pathetic. Student Loans are coming too...